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still falling apart
pretend with me
we could actually smile
for a brief second or two
but it's never really enough
when there's nothing you can do.
perfect was held in shaky hands
too bad i was to much a klutz
if only perfection could be defined
in something other then boobies and butts.
it's not as if we could dream
we just never felt like believing in
false hopes and fly away sadness
no it always like to stay around
a gloomy cloud driving us to madness.
for when will i be rescued
fast horse and shiny skin
only a reflection to keep me from seeing
the hatred deep within.
you still rot in a memory
of our silence
pieces of our flesh drifting down a still river
of tears that refused to be cried
held my heart in slivers.
still falling apart.
which day - brydare we follow this road
it seems sad in our reality
only a gaping hole
in our distances that we try
to jump over, through...
anything to yield away this pain
and make the tears
we look up to the sky
the clouds hung so low
that i reached up to touch them
and felt a moment of bliss among the pain
held in your arms.
never mind faery tales
only distant truths lie still
in a provoked moment of tears
and ripped sinew...
it's not that we never enjoyed walking
it's that we couldn't stop
till six feet dropped from grace.
just keep walking
head to the ground
pass that street
sanger painted memories
only one thought could remain
and depending on the day
tears may be cried.
which day - bry
Empty and sad
all alone in a room with only echoes to hold me close
rubbing against my arms and shoulders
before gently caressing the rest of my dignity
as it starts to fall away
slowly, piece by piece
a lapse of perfection.
my back is hurting
if only i could return
in this fetal position to that in which i came
as i cannot stand to face that
which i fear
only a little piece of reality
waving in the wind
like tears on my face.
take a deep breath
don't forget to suffocate - melting into this corner
ruining copper paint
a tarnished red
aura of hate, all i can now see
dripping slowly away
this deadly dream (if only it was).
optionwe snapped out fingers to the beat
a pulsating tone through the earth
ringing fitfully in our ears
gently calling us to sleep
lying on the calm ground
tickling grass breathing softly
against the nape of my neck as i twitch
crying in your arms.
shudder in the chill
slowly entering only to possess
a worn soul i forgot to mend
with those see through patches
i needed you to still see my pain.
one with the earth i'm becoming
sinking slowly away from those i need
your arms can't hold me tight enough
never again to see your face as a sun
to rise my life to a new morning
i'm sinking slower, one with the world.
flowers grew around my hair,
fear around my heart
and it was not until you came back with a hack saw
could i start stand
shaking away this deep emotion
to just disappear.
and greet this sun
a new day rising
only hope to guide the sun
around careful kisses
dug deep in the ground
a ration for later
when we feel the need to cry
and break the earth
with one final snap.
divine vestigeYou say you saw her
held her close
but you could never touch
or see her like i have...
she stands tall
wild hair against brazen dreams
gently hiding behind a tree
looking for divine intervention
so that she may finally be free
and run along the sky...
a hand reaches up
if only she could touch the clouds
just for a second
maybe belief would sprout
divine bliss in ignorance.
You say you've seen her
you say you watched her grow
but you never her flower
like i have...
rose petals litter her hair
like kisses threaten to dance
on lips smiling bigger then belief
if only she could tempt the Titan's return
on silver plated chariots
much like empty, forgotten dreams...
her lips are black as corroded sunshine
her arties strangle every last drop
of whiskey to her heart
a drunken driven hell
plated of disease rotten, death infested luck.
You say you hugged her close
kissed her softly
but you never hold or kiss her
like i do with thought...
two to three cigarettes a day
she never felt the disease se
it was not like you'd see tears
these silver pedestals on which i danger
this last hope, a light to ruin
your somber pain...
it still wants to be drunk.
i needed that kiss
bury eternal flame in me
maybe i wouldn't cry in darkness
stifled cry and battle of legs...
still needing the light.
i looked but could not find
the snow covered a misty memory
like books laid in the snow
met upon a summer walking
is this how i feel to live
is this what you wanted?
crushed between two fingers
wipe me away
your clothes are stained with memories
your teeth with lies
is this not how you feel to live
is this not what i came here for?!
LET me Fall
ie: to the ground
if only life could be
as simple as love
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