dint imagessociety has made me bitterbut you never caredit seemed to make me a better loveror so you claimedwhile fucking me two saturdays agowishing that i'd just giveinto your your thrustsas if a rag doll could beg for more.humanity has made me angryand you still don't care while ibite off pieces of your fleshwhile you scream for mercy,too bad no one can hear you yellin this hell of mine.people have made me meanthough i can't help but wonderwhat your part was in all of thisand as i walk awayand slowly that i do,your tears fall and you cry outa metallic rain of shame.you have made me wholea switch from that e
steal my heartmirrored pools exposed naked skies through the blue sapphire brilliance of a hypnotic reflection upon helpless shining eyes.we lay helpless on the jagged rocks that tear souls like brittle paperrip me apart.tears are the perfect mirrors for such a night as this where pained is numbed by the constant blood that spills.out of open wounds there is some sort of diseasewhen i can't feel anything butyour pain.this night shines like you did when looking at a piece of me up for sale at a road side auction a whore without reason.only a show of my painpockets lay poked and people disappear beneath the misery
real-ity-deeper into you i gomemories evokedonly to be left asidereplaced brand newi'll be createdslipping deeper in you.never (again will i ever)let (your eyes see)me (turning to)go (away)...don't worry about breathwe breathe through each othersilence to comfortpain to healthoughts left to be decidedwhile knowing what we feel.hold (tight emotions to please)me (while begging for)closer (soft lips)now (kiss)...shh, never let me gohold me closer nowcan this be real?i'm too afraid to knowwhile loosing myself in youa river of pain - slowly i grow.can (you see and feel)this (intense love slo
Riverantfloating down this rivernothing seems to moveit's all constant and flowingthe speed of my hopesslowly reaching the sun.i lay herethe sun licking my emotional woundpain elapsing and spillinginto this riverfull of tears and deceit.sitting up the world spinsa mass of dead twigs and bloodi found myself in a world unkindmatted with words and foul gesturesi wanted to die.i looked for wayseach proving more vial then the firstbut the one that stuck mostwas to drown in the rivermade of my sorrows.dive into the cool watersfeel their embraceand as life seeps from your worthless bodyyou begin to breathe again
dot-drip-beatSILENCE-dot-dot-dotsilence is now too close for comfortand i fight with clawsfearing the pain that impales meas you ran awaychased by my foul wordsand pathetic nature.TEARS-drip-drip-driptears drip over mei've become useless hurting youwith lashing wordsi find my agony in the streaming waterrivers down my facei'm drowning in pain.FEAR-beat-beat-beati'm afraid to loose youyet i was the one to chase you awayholding me back my fear risesheart pounding and depression sinkinginto my pores.i was made to be this way.PAIN-stab-stab-stabdeep into my heart this pain goesruined judgement and pained sorrowb
the art of disappearingA bathtub filled with painmarked my eternal demisedrowning slowly beneath oblivionI've become unknown.Wandering aimlessly,my days have become spenta harsh world caught the windI've become invisible.Hanging onto life in the mere momentwhere never having found freedomyou left me under lock and keyI've become lonely.Flirting with danger while making affaitsyou cheated on your clocks andfeelings of despair while search for meDon't worry, I've just disappeared.